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Welcome to Rapture
United States
Current Residence: 1800 s. Darkside avenue
deviantWEAR sizing preference: X large
Favourite genre of music: classic rock
Favourite photographer: Andy Warhal
Favourite style of art: Animation 2d
Operating System: Window XP
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: Ghost in the
Wallpaper of choice: big love hina
Skin of choice: light ^__^or tan^__^
Favourite cartoon character: Ein from Cowboy Bebeop or Vash from Trigun
Personal Quote: You see a window of life or death its your choice to open, and play your own story outside the windo
Interests
  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: bulletin
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
To give up
on what?
My dreams. Because I find the more I try to do better I worsen and the more I do worse...well i dont get better and after everything that has happened over last and this year, I will no longer strive to find or do what makes me happy. I'm going to do what my father told me, that money and the means of making it is the only way to be successful. I didn't believe that at first, I was blind and stupid to think that kindness and following your dreams and heart would bring you happiness and joy to your life. I'm not going to draw anymore, I'm not going to make stories, and I'm not going to do music, I'm not going to party as much anymore, and I'm not going to take anymore pictures of life. I'm going to find a job, finish my school, work hard and like my father put work first among all things, be it family, friends, and loved ones, cause they just watch you, they don't do anything else sadly, because they have their own problems I suppose and thats fine. I don't know why I feel this way maybe its cause for the last 4 months I have been having dreams about a person I have been trying to forget, although she did put me in a depressive state of mind for the whole summer I still carried on the best I could. I guess it was cause she let me go through email, and till this day, since she has not confronted me when she should of, and if she had not been such a coward in letting me go through email I wouldnt be having this problem I thought, but last night I fixed my problem through my dream. I pushed her off a cliff and I woke up feeling.....well a sense of relief it took a while but I let her go and although its almost been a year, I feel better, and I'm going to go get my life together and become a worker, and although it is not what I want. It is the only way I have to survive in this world.

-Joey Delacruz
04/14/10
7:41 am

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thy-sun-himeko Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2009
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend
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katorox248 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2009  Student
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend
Reply
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webdesigner91754 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2009
Delacruz! Thats my last name too!
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supersaiandemon Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2008
BUDDY
I MISS YOU ALREADY
:crying:
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Effi-G Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2008
thanx for the :+fav: even though it was months ago :P
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TemplateReseller Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2008
Hey jo, nice page! Remember the song Fire from the MK soundtrack
it was by a Guy named Scooter here is one of his newer songs I think
youll like!

[link]
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LCPLFlip Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
You've been poked it shows
that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking !

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KatsuraH Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2008
Thanks for the favs! ^ ^
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Thecoolcatjoe Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2008
I love your little comic so far and I hope it goes well ^__^ :D
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